The Tragedy of Graduating High School

So, in case you did not know, I graduated high school last year in 2008. A lot of my friends were juniors in my senior year and now that I have graduated they are now seniors. I titled this the tragedy of graduating high school because the tragedy is, is that now I am alone. Not physically, because I do have a family, but friendship wise I truly feel alone. My best friend is at a party right now and I know that last year I would have been invited by her to go but now, I'm just a memory; not even a thought. So I'm sitting here on a Saturday evening with no one to hang out with, writing this here blog entry to tell the world how this makes me feel. It's like I fell of the face of the planet with my high school friends, and I guess that's why many people go to different colleges so they can meet new people and make new friends. It's not that I haven't made any new friends, but its just that she's my best friend, MY BEST FRIEND, and she forgot about me. I suppose that as you grow the meaning of friendship changes. But if you had a friend whom you thought was one of the best, desert you, how will you be able to know in the future who is truly the best and who isn't? I guess you won't find out until that point in time happens, again. But, I truly am disappointed. I am just overwhelmed with this emotion of being forgotten. It's like I died, even though I am still here, living. I also feel that I can't tell this to her anymore because I am afraid. I don't want to jump to conclusions and I don't want to seem, pathetic. I also feel like I don't really know much of her anymore, simply because I haven't seen her in about a month. But, like the title says, this is the tragedy of graduating high school.

Any suggestions on what I should do? Would greatly appreciate the advice!

My First Blog

Hello everyone!
I'm Kathleen and this is my first blog. I blogged a bit on Myspace but not many of my "friends" would read it. So here I am, trying to understand this vast world which we call the Internet. So a little bit about myself, I am a college student working towards my engineering degree. First I want to get my BS in bioengineering and then go back to get my Masters, then eventually my professional degree. I hope to design prosthetics, artificial hearts, eyes, etc.. I basically want to help people in need of limbs. Wether it be soldiers, veterans, seniors, children, adults, etc; I just want to help the world. Eventually I want to own my own business so I can not only make money but give it away as well, I want to change the world. Anywho, I am the oldest of four, and I am currently living with my parents. I work for Picture People, I don't know if any of you have heard of them but yea, I work for them. I also don't know if you can tell that I am not a professional blogger, so please bypass the grammar and whatnot. So at Picture People I only work like twice a week! (Not enough for a college student to live off of, but its gas I guess! lol). So how about the public comments me so I know what to write about? That sounds like a great idea to me! So please help me out and give me ideas! Alright, well I don't know what else to write on here so leave me comments! Thanks for listening!


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